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Back in January 12, 2007. shortly after I had first learned of my cancer, I wrote this:
Yikes, this blog is becoming longer than I honestly expected, and to tell the truth I hope it gets a whole lot longer(!). Eventually I hope it might spin off into a dwindling bunch of arcane ramblings about music, life, whatever, and that years from now I'll go back and read it and say "My goodness! That was certainly an interesting time in my life!" I originally envisioned this as a linear vehicle for 'getting things down', but I'm not sure if that structure will work as the scrollbar on the web browser gets smaller and smaller. I may change the format slightly in the future.Hence here I am now, shifting everything to my 38th 'blog index'. Woo-hoo! And I mean that in a good "woo-hoo" way, not the semi-ironic tone often used with that particular cheer.
I really fell behind in reporting even basic stuff that has been happening recently. I'll try to do a recap, but not now. Maybe tomorrow. Ha!
I think a part of my reluctance to write too much has to do with the current state of the world. Most nights Jill and I listen to the news recap on NPR, and we just shake our heads in dismay. If I were to write what's truly on my mind in many cases, it would be a litany of disgust at what Trump is doing to our world. As it is, when I look back through the recent springtime posts, quite a few do indeed express my hatred for what is happening. I will try to calm down, but... arg!
I was on sabbatical for the past spring term, part of my slide into retirement. This coming fall term will be the last I teach at Columbia. I spent most of my sabbatical time out west at our Whidbey home, but I did come back to New York for a time. Mom's birthday was March 1 (91!), and I had a number of invitations to speak at different places. It seems people are realizing that I'm leaving and have decided it would be fun to hear some of my silly stories one more time. Ha! I'm not dead yet! It's been terrific to see and hang with my former students, now good friends and colleagues. Plus I do like to tell those stories.
As I described earlier in this blog, April is 'birthday month' for our family. Shai! Naomi! Me! Daniel! Jussi! Here's a photo of Shai and Naomi at their joint birthday party:
Of course Jill made my favorite chocolate banana-cream pie for my celebration:
We've been doing a lot of traveling recently, too. I've only barely mentioned some of these trips, but they've been excellent. Jill went with our friend Cindy Tsuji to view grey whales in San Ignacio, Mexico (Baja Ecotours). Cindy is the same friend that travelled with Jill to Madagascar in October, 2023.
The BIG trip, however was the 'Disney Cruise' we took from Vancouver up to Alaska at the end of June. Daniel and Jussi came over, so the core family was all involved. We had planned this trip in 2020, but smallish things like a GLOBAL PANDEMIC interfered. We were able to apply the refund we received for that trip to do this one. It was actually better, because Naomi was old enough to really soak up the Disney-ness. Shai, of course was totally able to do this.
It was an amazing trip! Glaciers! Helicopter rides to land on a glacier and then ride around on a dogsled team! A real, woofing dogsled team! Incredible shows (the theater-tech was astounding)! Breathtaking totem poles! Wonderful food! Glorious family time together! And Disney characters and music (oh the songs of our youth...) everywhere! Yeah, we were totally manipulated, but we loved it!
I need to figure out how to make web pages with photos from these excursions, because there are too many to post here easily. I'll put up two of my absolute favorites, though. The first is Shai as a Jedi knight:
After returning from our Alaskan excursion, we had a really good 4th of July celebration -- Daniel and Jussi were still here, and several other friends joined us for the fireworks.
We then had some visits by more friends, Sam and Elena (Jill used to work with them) flew out, and Seth and Jennifer spent a few days here. It's nice having people stay here. Jill and I get to re-experience the sense of our place when it was still new to us.
Mom and Dad are doing ok. It's still difficult to deal with things sometimes (getting their tax returns filed and paid was a real nightmare), but they're both now in good places. Brenda and I know we'll have more tough times ahead.
But here are two emblems of GOOD times. Me with my grand-nephew Johnny:
Additional really big news was that we sold our childhood Wood Lake home. The people who bought it seem very nice. It was quite a slog to get it cleaned out and ready to sell, but it had to be done. So many memories! I did write briefly about it here a few months back, but no amount of writing can capture the whirl of emotions associated with this time. This is life, these are the things we live through. I wrote a piece:
We're all relatively healthy. Doctor visits by Jill and I have been blessedly uneventful. Our kids and grandkids are sheer joy, Brenda and family are well. Mom and Dad are... ok. Jill and I are gearing up for my retirement and the life-transition that will entail.
I've been doing a lot of music. I've brought my personal web-page pretty much up to date, so most of what I've been doing is there under the "music" listing.
We started the week with temperatures in the 90's -- extraordinarily hot for the Pacific NW. Two days ago it returned to our 'normal' summertime temps: highs in the low-to-mid-70s with it nice and cool at night. Very, very dry, though. We haven't had any rain to speak of for over a month.
Then yesterday it felt like autumn. The lack of moisture has a number of the trees turning their leaves already, so it all conspired to make me feel like school was starting. Then today, an 'atmospheric' river, it's like November here, but not quite as cold. Shuffle, shuffle.
The autumn day had me living in the future. I've been working on my syllabus; it will be a very different term. I'm planning to play lots of my older pieces as demos of the various computer-music topics. Hey, I've been doing his stuff for 40+ years! Hopefully it will be fun. So, living in the future by revisiting my past. Columbia beckons. Oh, Columbia.
I'm in that transitional state where I'm projecting into the future, but drawing on the past to construct my semester plan. I leave for New York in three days... it's a moment of apprehension and anticipation. This year it's layered with the knowledge that it is the last time this will happen. How will it go? Add to that the world-chaos being wrought by evil Trump and (to quote a Beatles song) "it's all too much!".
I'm listening to the back-yard concert we (me, Darwin Grosse, Terry Pender, Gregory Taylor and Dan Trueman) did at our home in Roosevelt in 2009 as I write this. I've been going through a lot of my older music to get ready for my graduate-class plan. What a life.